letter to Self

" Dear Self,

I have been thinking about writing you this for a while, cause I couldn’t think of any other way to reveal what my mind has been keeping away from you.

yes Self, you have been my companion for so long, and now am used to have you around, we had our good and bad days, you shared me my sorrows, my fears, my cheers and even my sins, u were there for me when everyone else turned their backs, you were my console and solace,. You pushed me to edges of insanity I never knew existed, and brought me back to earth while I was sailing in my thoughts,

for all the good and bad times Self, I tell you with a humble grateful heart:

"GIVE ME MY LIFE BACK.."

.... "

who said am angry ??!!

I wonder why people think that i am an angry person, Just because i tend to yell when i get overwhelmed during discussions, or maybe cause i start waving my hands, or maybe because -sometimes- i might get kinda edgy while explaining my self,..

to all of you out there i tell you, am not angry :)

see.. if you ever passed by my WL and saw me setting calmly in my corner, minding my own business,and not standing up for my self while others celebrate my misery

you should know that my AK47 and hand booms are packed in the back seat and ready to be used.

bs el 7amdo lellah my world is not real... or is it ...

stupidity is not a disease

I wonder why some people are so arrogant they won't even admit their own mistakes, still they keep on going to the end making their self believe the lie they made,.
every one makes mistakes, and it's not wrong, it's human, but it's wrong to deny that, and it's worse when you treat people unfair just because you made it worse and some one else has to be blamed.

in my wonderland, I have a special place for arrogant-stupid-liars, those who keep on pushing it, and don't know when 2 stop,. see .. in my WL those guys start getting noses just like pinokio's, and their heads filled with their own air, just like mini balloons, in that place i have tight holes in walls where their noses are seized and their airheads are aimed to the open,. so every one ... be my guest and try my punching bags..

bs el 7amdo lellah my world is not real ... or is it..

let's start

I wonder why I started this; my wonderland has been my runaway for so long now, I know everyone has his own personal place in their heads where common sense does not exist, there’s only MY sense "or ur sense in your case"

Some questions are better not be answered, But in my head I do have some that I would like to share, u may not like them, but they are still MY ANSWERS and am proud of them ;) so don’t judge me.

In my wonderland, things are running differently than reality, maybe cause i can, or maybe just because unlike reality, i DO have a choice here.

Welcome to my world :)